alone...

Susah sangat ka nak hantar satu text..

bagitaw awak sibuk..

humm..

mungkin dia tak sedar..

kita sentiasa risaukan dia bila dia diam sahaja

tapi dia tak pernah tahu semua tu

atau dia mungkin tak nak ambil tahu langsung..

sepanjang hari..

kawan-kawan saya hantar mesej..

setiap kali handphone saya berbunyi..

saya cuma harapkan mesej dari awak

tapi hampa betol bila itu mesej dari orang lain

saya tak penting untuk awak eh?

kalau awak dah tak suka saya please jangan buat saya macam boneka awak

say it and i will go

go away from your life..

as what u want

 sesibuk mana pown seseorang tu..

kalau dia betol-betol sayangkan kita..

dia akan cari sedikit masa untuk kita..

tapi..

saya tak tahu nak cakap apa dah...

saya tak merajuk..

saya..

saya..

tak tahu laa nak cakap macam mana

macam tak penting langsung..

kalau awak rasa saya tak penting baik kita kawan macam dulu jaa

masa tu even kita tak couple awak sentiasa jaa mesej saya walaupown awak sibuk..

sekarang?

kenapa ehh..macam jarak antara kita macam makin jauh..

sangat-sangat jauh..

dah tak macam dulu..

inilahh salah satu sebab kenapa saya tak nak couple..

kesilapan terbesar seorang lelaki adalah membiarkan lelaki lain mendekati wanitanya

...........

saya cuba fahami awak....

tapi macam tak faham-faham jugak..

konfius dah sekarang nieyh..

sangat-sangat konfius..

*listening my heart now*

tetiba jaa lagu nieyh macam kena dengan situasi kita..

 

#15 JUNE 2013#

 

Love give life without your love maybe i doesn’t feel this way,
This way is being a woman that contented already even do we don’t have
Mansion where we can let see all people surrounded to us that we have fabulous lived,
Million where we can buy every things we liked ,because i know money can buy every things in this world but only two living things cannot buy with this money which is god and my love for you,
Car where when we can go and if having this, and in the end of that road i will never see you,
All we have is the trust and love to each other,
I love you
you know how much i respect and love ,
Every day i thank you god for giving me a man liked you and i will always treasure our love

 

Trust is more important than love because if you trust someone then you’ll always love him but it is not necessary that if you love someone then you trust him always

 

Wish I was there, to kiss you Goodnight. I wish I was there, to hold you so tight. I wish I was there, to gaze into your face. And wonder why angels, have come to this place. I wish I was there, to talk all night long. Or sit in the presence, of the one that I love. I wish I was there, to tell you I care. I wish I was there, to tell you, You captured my heart and You’ll always be there.

 

Love is more than a simple feeling love is feeling that has no grieving
Love is more than an excitement It is a password for life.
You can’t earn it you have to believe in it

 

I have died everyday Waiting for you
Darling’ don’t be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I’ll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I’ll love you for a
Thousand more

I’ll be your dream, I’ll be your wish, I’ll be your fantasy, I’ll be your hope, I’ll be your love & all that you want me to be… I dream of you when I’m asleep, you even appear when I’m awake daydreaming. There is no escaping you. I just wish it was true

#namika aizawa#